THE DAYS WE LOVED

I’m moving to Canada.

I got an Au pair job with a really lovely family, Amy and Regan and their kids James (5) Michael (3) Gabrielle (2) Jonathan (6 weeks)

Caitlin’s moved to France, and I’m going to visit her next Saturday.

I’m going to miss so many people.

I’m so stressed recently, I’m going back onto the full dosage of sleeping tablets then work my way back down to 50mg.

Going to see Ethan tomorrow after work and he got me presents from his holiday and think one of them is something to do with Usain Bolt and then meeting Loryn and Bethany for dinner for what I think is going to be the last time before I go.

Pub crawl from St.Annes to Blackpool on Thursday and then it’s like everyones last night out but I don’t really want to go, so I’ll just have to get v pissed.

Who came up with the idea that you learn from your mistakes?

Because it doesn’t seem to work for me.

Enjoyed the last 2 days off but I feel ill and I’m fed up and I don’t want to work for 10 hours today. It’s going to be soo hot and busy too urgh.

I have to re-book and pay for my theory test too again tonight