THE DAYS WE LOVED

I've not posted in so long

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 23:55:48 +0100

I’m moving to Canada.

I got an Au pair job with a really lovely family, Amy and Regan and their kids James (5) Michael (3) Gabrielle (2) Jonathan (6 weeks)

Caitlin’s moved to France, and I’m going to visit her next Saturday.

I’m going to miss so many people.

I’m so stressed recently, I’m going back onto the full dosage of sleeping tablets then work my way back down to 50mg.

Going to see Ethan tomorrow after work and he got me presents from his holiday and think one of them is something to do with Usain Bolt and then meeting Loryn and Bethany for dinner for what I think is going to be the last time before I go.

Pub crawl from St.Annes to Blackpool on Thursday and then it’s like everyones last night out but I don’t really want to go, so I’ll just have to get v pissed.

Who came up with the idea that you learn from your mistakes?

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 11:00:05 +0100

Because it doesn’t seem to work for me.

Enjoyed the last 2 days off but I feel ill and I’m fed up and I don’t want to work for 10 hours today. It’s going to be soo hot and busy too urgh.

I have to re-book and pay for my theory test too again tonight

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:33:24 +0100

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:33:11 +0100

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:31:49 +0100

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:31:42 +0100

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:31:09 +0100

Photo

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:31:03 +0100

natural-aura: Follow for Boho ☼ Hippie ☮ Nature...

Wed, 01 Aug 2012 23:30:40 +0100

natural-aura:

Follow for Boho ☼ Hippie ☮ Nature εїз
http://natural-aura.tumblr.com

Wren (girl) Raine (girl) Rowan (boy/girl) Reuben (boy) Roman (boy)

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:09:46 +0100

Wren (girl)

Raine (girl)

Rowan (boy/girl)

Reuben (boy)

Roman (boy)

Photo

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:05:07 +0100

funnywildlife: Cute baby animals always bring smiles on my face...

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:04:58 +0100

funnywildlife:

Cute baby animals always bring smiles on my face and their innocence always touch my heart.

Photo

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:04:50 +0100

Photo

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:04:43 +0100

emmafatty: (by árbore)

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:04:40 +0100

emmafatty:

(by árbore)

Photo

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 03:04:28 +0100

Unconscious comments

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 21:58:00 +0100

The things that made me angry/upset two weeks ago are totally irrelevant to me or I’m pretty content with them at the moment. It’s just the things that I know I can’t do anything about that are constantly throwing metaphorical buckets of water over my fire of happiness. I know I would seem like a bit of a hypocrite too but I don’t go out because of laziness or that I’m too tired from work (because that doesn’t stop me when I do want to go out) but I just don’t want to see people and the anxiety of being out in the pub or somewhere I just don’t want to experience again. Work was better today and obviously couldn’t be worse than yesterday but still not great and the family go away tomorrow night which I was looking forward to having a free house but not so much anymore, just me & Bobby.

Photo

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 21:24:43 +0100

crucium: (by Lena P)

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 21:23:40 +0100

crucium:

(by Lena P)

Photo

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 21:21:09 +0100